Hollow

A flood of ambiguity
Rushing in my veins
No apparent destination
Just searing my pains

Heater's warmth insufficient
Peculiar is this thirst
Needs some fantasy maybe
To shade reality's burst

A void carved deep
Is what I can sense
Whenever we collide
Alive becomes this fence

This wild black hole
Makes me fearfully hide
Cry into a tiny ball
Heart still open wide

Forgiveness isn't easy
Fragile is my trust
Nothing can change me now
Try if you must

Time eventually heals us
Coats the bleeding past
Crowns mind the victor
Emotion prisoned last

Iron-will stolen some
Weak is what I am
Haze calls me dark
Happiness merely a scam

Drown me some more
You'll see me never
Save me in paradise
I'll be waiting forever

~Swathya